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HAVE YOUR BABY. If you are pregnant, IT IS MEANT TO BE.

I got pregnant for the first time at 30 by a man who was the worst, just a total jerk--a guy I knew if I had my baby with would tell my kid terrible things about me. That is why I got an abortion, because I couldn't stand a lifetime link to that man. But the reality is you can raise your child to be a good person. With the love you provide there will be a way for you and your child to survive and thrive. 

Do not base your decision on he mistake of a man who turned out to be crap.

I instantly regretted my abortion when I woke up at the clinic. I sobbed to the nurses that I had made a mistake. I thought I was doing what was best for my baby. I knew without a doubt I had made the wrong decision. I pictured what happened. My baby's limbs were ripped apart and pulled out of me. I murdered my child.

I am up now at 3 am crying about what happened three years ago. I may never be a mother. Now I feel I do not deserve to be. I let someone rip my baby apart inside of me.

Please, please have your child. You can do it, even if you are alone. If it happened, it is so very meant to be. Raise your baby into an amazing, good person that the world so sorely needs.

You will regret an abortion if you are not a heartless person. I tried to rationalize it. I thought it was an educated decision to do what I did, but it was not. I will NEVER forgive myself for what I did. Please don't make the same mistake. I love you. You can do this. Being a mother is such an amazing purpose. YOU CAN DO THIS!

Age: 33
Location: Los Angeles
Date: April 7, 2023