Abortion Story: Malaysia
Submitted to Abort73 by a 27-year-old woman on October 5, 2017.
My boyfriend has always been against pregnancy before marriage. He says he'd kill me, hit me until the baby is dead, if I ever got pregnant. He said his parents would hate us, and we'd bring shame to his family, so he threatened to abort the baby if anything did happen. I found out I was pregnant in 2016. I didn't tell him. I killed my baby myself. I’ve lived in darkness every day since. I stare at other people's babies jealousy, imagining what would it be like if mine was in my arms right now. I cry almost every day. I told my boyfriend about the abortion months later and he blamed it on me. He said it's my fault that I got pregnant, so I deserved to suffer the pain. He yelled at me, screamed, slapped me. I miss my baby so dearly, but there's nothing I can do to bring it back.
Date: October 5, 2017