Abortion Story: Hyderabad, India
Submitted to Abort73 by a 21-year-old man on July 20, 2016.
We had a lovely, perfect relationship. Who doesn’t want such a relationship. She gave me everything I ever wanted, everything I ever needed. She is the strong beat deep in the chambers of my heart. But that heartbeat became faint and quiet as days passed. It’s a month now since we sent our baby to heaven. We knew we couldn’t afford to have a baby. We couldn’t sustain a living, but we got close to each other without thinking much about the consequences. Each passing second makes me feel more and more guilty, sad and upset. I hate myself so much for asking her to abort. She never uttered a word or thought about anything. She just did it. She underwent pain so terrible, both physically and emotionally, but she did it. She did it for me. Not a moment goes by when I don’t think about her and our baby. Today we are together, but we feel a huge hole of emptiness. It haunts me. The regret of doing such an act just kills me. The very thought that I gave her so much pain and took away her motherhood makes me feel dead on the inside. I know she will never forgive me and has lost respect for me because of that inhuman act, but I deserve it. I deserve to live in regret and suffer for my wrong deed.
Location: Hyderabad, India
Date: July 20, 2016