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I keep picturing my baby calling out for me... This is torture. Please don't end up like me. I am a wasted life...

Abortion Story: England

Submitted to Abort73 by a 30-year-old woman on August 18, 2015


I posted on here on 29th June 2015. It's almost nine weeks since my abortion. I wanted to write an update. I know it's still early, but the pain from my abortion is getting worse (I had one on 19th June 2015). I feel so depressed. I've not returned to work because I am now so mentally unwell. I constantly wish I was dead. I hate waking up in the morning. I cannot live with myself. I hate myself. I hate my life. I hate being here. I am desperate to go and be with my baby. I keep picturing my baby calling out for me. I was meant to protect them, but I didn't. I love my baby so, so much. I pray to God, asking him to take me. I wish I was still pregnant. I want my baby back. I am living in hell. This is hell. If anyone is reading this and considering abortion I would advise you to be 100% sure it's what you want. I am deeply regretful. Nothing I can do will bring my baby back. I am simply waiting to die to be reunited with my baby. My life is over. This is torture. Please don't end up like me. I am a wasted life.

Age: 30
Location: England
Date: August 18, 2015

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