Abortion Story: England
Submitted to Abort73 by a 18-year-old woman on October 19, 2013.
I miss my unborn baby every day. I drink excessively just to not feel the pain. It happened on October 11, 2013. I did not want to go through with it, but I was stuck in a horrible relationship where my boyfriend had no qualifications or a career. We still wanted to keep the baby, but he was not very supportive.... I begged him to please be there for me and the child. He refused and said he does not want to be with me but will still support the child. He left me two months pregnant on my own, and I was having anxiety and depression problems. I made the decision to abort the child and informed him about it. He just shrugged his shoulders and shouted, "get rid of it then." I cried so much before the procedure began, and all I remember was waking up in a different room, aware that my baby was gone. I burst into tears and two nurses had to calm me down. A day later, my ex boyfriend tried to get into contact with me after not speaking to me for days, and asked me if I was keeping the baby. We got into a huge argument because I told him I had an abortion and he too, started crying. He kept blaming me. I felt on the verge of suicide. I told him it was both of our decision because I would not have gone through with it if he didn't want me to. Even now, he is still blaming me and won't answer any of my calls or texts. :(
Date: October 19, 2013