Abortion Story: South Carolina
Submitted to Abort73 by a 28-year-old woman on August 2, 2010
REGRET, REMORSE; FERTILITY ORGANS SUFFERED BAD HEALTH.
DON'T DO IT!
MENTALLY UNSTABLE AND DEPRESSED; ALWAYS WANDERING "WHAT IF?"
IT IS A BURDEN TO LIVE WITH FOR LIFE; ONE FULL OF SORROW.
SPIRITUALLY DAMAGING AND DEVASTATING.
THE WORST FELT SHAME AND ANGUISH EVER FELT.
HAD ONE IN 2009....WAS SIX WEEKS....GIVEN SHOT OF MEDICINE TO STOP CELL DIVISION.
FELT SO SURE AND THOUGHT IT WAS THE BEST AT THE TIME.
FELT IT WOULD BE OKAY CAUSE IT WAS SO EARLY IN PREGNANCY AND IT WASN'T A REAL BABY YET, JUST TISSUE.
NOT SURE IF IT WAS THE RIGHT CHOICE NOW....ALWAYS WANDER SHOULD I HAVE TRIED TO SURVIVE ANOTHER ADDITION TO THE FAMILY BEING A SINGLE PARENT.
WAS MY CHOICE FAIR TO THE UNBORN CHILD? WHAT DID I ROB MYSELF AND MY OTHER CHILDREN OF BY NOT WELCOMING THIS CHILD INTO THE WORLD? I WORRY ABOUT MY UNBORN CHILD'S SOUL....WILL IT GO TO HEAVEN? WILL IT KNOW ME? WILL IT FORGIVE ME? WILL IT HAUNT ME? WILL IT HAUNT MY OTHER CHILDREN?
I HAD TO HAVE SURGERY ON MY LEFT TUBE THIS YEAR (2010) DUE TO A TUBAL PREGNANCY (I was going to carry this child full term) AND I WONDER IF GOD IS PUNISHING ME FOR MY DECISION LAST YEAR (No sin goes unpunished, right?) I DON'T EVEN KNOW IF I WILL BE ABLE TO PRODUCE ANYMORE. AFTER RESEARCHING CAUSES FOR TUBAL PREGNANCIES, I LEARNED THAT THE DRUG GIVEN DURING ABORTIONS CAN INFLAME THE TUBES, WHICH RESULTS IN TUBAL PREGNANCIES!!!
I PRAY FOR THAT CHILD'S SOUL TO BE AT REST AND ASK IT TO FORGIVE ME BECAUSE I WAS IGNORANT AND MADE A HORRIBLE DECISION AND IF I COULD CHOOSE AGAIN.....
I WOULD NOT HAVE AN ABORTION!!
I hope this prevents someone else from making a horrible decision that will cause them mental, emotional, and spiritual suffering and pain for a long time.
DON'T DO IT!
MENTALLY UNSTABLE AND DEPRESSED; ALWAYS WANDERING "WHAT IF?"
IT IS A BURDEN TO LIVE WITH FOR LIFE; ONE FULL OF SORROW.
SPIRITUALLY DAMAGING AND DEVASTATING.
THE WORST FELT SHAME AND ANGUISH EVER FELT.
HAD ONE IN 2009....WAS SIX WEEKS....GIVEN SHOT OF MEDICINE TO STOP CELL DIVISION.
FELT SO SURE AND THOUGHT IT WAS THE BEST AT THE TIME.
FELT IT WOULD BE OKAY CAUSE IT WAS SO EARLY IN PREGNANCY AND IT WASN'T A REAL BABY YET, JUST TISSUE.
NOT SURE IF IT WAS THE RIGHT CHOICE NOW....ALWAYS WANDER SHOULD I HAVE TRIED TO SURVIVE ANOTHER ADDITION TO THE FAMILY BEING A SINGLE PARENT.
WAS MY CHOICE FAIR TO THE UNBORN CHILD? WHAT DID I ROB MYSELF AND MY OTHER CHILDREN OF BY NOT WELCOMING THIS CHILD INTO THE WORLD? I WORRY ABOUT MY UNBORN CHILD'S SOUL....WILL IT GO TO HEAVEN? WILL IT KNOW ME? WILL IT FORGIVE ME? WILL IT HAUNT ME? WILL IT HAUNT MY OTHER CHILDREN?
I HAD TO HAVE SURGERY ON MY LEFT TUBE THIS YEAR (2010) DUE TO A TUBAL PREGNANCY (I was going to carry this child full term) AND I WONDER IF GOD IS PUNISHING ME FOR MY DECISION LAST YEAR (No sin goes unpunished, right?) I DON'T EVEN KNOW IF I WILL BE ABLE TO PRODUCE ANYMORE. AFTER RESEARCHING CAUSES FOR TUBAL PREGNANCIES, I LEARNED THAT THE DRUG GIVEN DURING ABORTIONS CAN INFLAME THE TUBES, WHICH RESULTS IN TUBAL PREGNANCIES!!!
I PRAY FOR THAT CHILD'S SOUL TO BE AT REST AND ASK IT TO FORGIVE ME BECAUSE I WAS IGNORANT AND MADE A HORRIBLE DECISION AND IF I COULD CHOOSE AGAIN.....
I WOULD NOT HAVE AN ABORTION!!
I hope this prevents someone else from making a horrible decision that will cause them mental, emotional, and spiritual suffering and pain for a long time.
Age: 28
Location: South Carolina
Date: August 2, 2010
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