Abortion Story: San Antonio, TX
Submitted to Abort73 by a 22-year-old woman on August 5, 2011.
My fiance and I had an abortion done on June 17, 2011. We thought making the decision was the hard part, but now we've realized that the hardest part is hating yourself and your partner. We both regret what we did, no matter how we try to rationalize what we did, we just can't stop. We're fighting all the time and growing distant from each other because we're just not what we were. I hate him because he is the reminder of what I did. When I look at him I just wonder if the baby would've had his eyes or his smile, and then I get mad because I chose to kill our child before it even had a chance. I don't know if he and I will make it through this. I don't know if I can ever be a mom knowing what I did to what would've been my first born child.
Location: San Antonio, TX
Date: August 5, 2011